Depression

Sorrow and sadness fill me,
That blood stained knife is in my hands...
I snap it open, raise it...
Look in the mirror to say goodbye
But its not my reflection shining back...
Its yours...
And all I see is happiness...
This knife is useless...
You are my life...
But yet is it worth living if I am not with you...
You are my sun... my sky... my world
If I could, I would give everything away...
Just to be with you for eternity...
You have made me feel loved...
Made me feel purpose...
I would gift you my soul...
If I knew you would love me...
As much as I love you
But that is impossible...
As you love someone else...
But ill still follow you
To the ends of the world...
If you wished it, id fight an army
There is nothing I would not do for you...
You are the one and only person i am in love with...
You always will be...
My goddess